Not only was I naked, but I had removed all of my makeup, jewelry and nail polish. I wanted to be truly naked, exposed and vulnerable.
I had removed all the many layers of masks that I use to shield myself behind every day.
When I was undressing I even went so far as to brush all the hairspray out of my hair. My 80’s big hair, as crazy as it sounds, provides me comfort.
I wanted to be stripped down to create as raw and vulnerable place for myself as possible. This was going to be a lesson in vulnerability that was of GBGH (go big or go home) proportions.