What clothes free living unlocked in me

This post is part of the series bare black and brown

Other posts in this series:

  1. My first visit to a nudist resort
  2. Observations from my first summer of social nudism
  3. What clothes free living unlocked in me (Current)
 There are things inside me that I had been wanting to experience, but couldn’t touch. It wasn’t just a matter of desiring to do something, but the desire to desire anything at all. I was lost in a down spin of depression and inaction. Layers wrapped all about my skin, I couldn’t feel. And so, I took to eating to capture a feeling, to fill a void and, at the same time, to avoid feeling. I would come home from work or yoga or an outing, curl up on the couch and just eat constantly until bed time while the TV flashed before my eyes.

Then, one day about a month ago, I took my clothes off. Not only did I feel air in the most private of places, I noticed it on my belly and chest, air caressing me, massaging my skin.

I felt.

With that, rather than sitting on the couch eating emptiness, I woke up. I began to feel again. I wanted to read, to write, to connect. I wanted to go on adventures, face some fears, dance naked in the mornings, and do naked yoga at home. So, I did. I took all these things on and filled my world with inspiring activities.

Clothes free living unlocked desire and action in me, and with that I’ve let go of compulsive overeating without a second thought. I consume when I’m hungry and I stop when I’m satisfied, effortlessly, organically. I’ve opened up books I hadn’t finished, written my heart on paper, connected with amazing people, and so much more.

Me clothes free: I feel. I desire. I move.
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